😊 I encourage you to express those specific feelings if you haven’t been doing so. Telling others that you’re stressed and worried, but really like dancing, and are happy that they’re here dancing with you might help.
I try not to force the vibe to improve, but I’ve found deliberately being earnest can open the floodgates to other people. It’s easy to say things in your head, but not aloud.
I’m in my 30s now, so perhaps I am out of touch with my younger self, but I don’t remember being bothered by the idea of my parents sexuality.
Don’t get me wrong, I don’t think it’s abnormal to be bothered by it. I’ve heard plenty of people joke about how gross it is that their parents had sex or whatever. I don’t really understand it exactly. I guess maybe it’s just an embarrassing subject!
Also, not to pile on, but don’t look at your poor old dad’s web history! What a nightmare! Lol